"I have known the horrors of war but this situation is too much for me. Alll those fiction works about what they called "zombie apocalypse" did not come close to what is really happening. I have lost my family and friends. I have nothing left to live for. I have thought of suicide. The idea has crossed my mind sometimes. If I found a weapon...A shot in the head would solve my life problems. With any luck I should not be turned into one of those damn monsters. On days like today I feel alive. I want to l ive. I have to leave this building. Nothing is safe anymore."
(From Joe's Diary. May 2025)